Maybe it didn't occur to you that there was something called Zinc Carbonate.
Maybe you forgot the word CARBONATE existed.
Maybe lying isn't such a good thing after all.
Maybe you were expecting too much.
Maybe you were too complacent.
Maybe you were too careless.
Maybe you could have done better.
Maybe it was tough.
Maybe you should move on.

Yes, it didn't occur to me at all.
I knew that word existed. I know, Carbon Dioxide produced, Carbonate.
I was indeed lying, I knew it was obviously not an iodide but I still insisted on it.
Is full marks for practicals too much to ask for, when my theory is too horrible?
I dont think I was. Don't bullshit with me and say YOU DID WELL FOR PRELIM PRACTICALS. I knew I was deep shit.
Cambridge won't give you another chance anyway, so who cares?!
So what. There's still no second chance.
BULLSHIT. It was fucking easy. You just weren't...thinking.
Yes, maybe you should. You will.

Today, I went to school. But I can't remember what I did. There was a practical exam? Oh there was? How come I don't recall it. Oh, maybe cause I forgotten all about it.

A few days ago, I almost lost my life. Do not ask Weelyn, her blog is unreliable. I'm not timid. I just dont want to die before I sit for my papers. When she found out that the VS boy died yesterday, she had a different opinion on jaywalking,... for now. I told you Weelyn is bad influence. She's a drug addict, and a jaywalker.

And it's not that I'm depressed.
I'm frustrated, very frustrated.
I'm angry, very angry with myself.

MRS AUDREY CULLUM
7:04 PM