Maybe it didn't occur to you that there was something called Zinc Carbonate.
Maybe you forgot the word CARBONATE existed.
Maybe lying isn't such a good thing after all.
Maybe you were expecting too much.
Maybe you were too complacent.
Maybe you were too careless.
Maybe you could have done better.
Maybe it was tough.
Maybe you should move on.

Yes, it didn't occur to me at all.
I knew that word existed. I know, Carbon Dioxide produced, Carbonate.
I was indeed lying, I knew it was obviously not an iodide but I still insisted on it.
Is full marks for practicals too much to ask for, when my theory is too horrible?
I dont think I was. Don't bullshit with me and say YOU DID WELL FOR PRELIM PRACTICALS. I knew I was deep shit.
Cambridge won't give you another chance anyway, so who cares?!
So what. There's still no second chance.
BULLSHIT. It was fucking easy. You just weren't...thinking.
Yes, maybe you should. You will.

Today, I went to school. But I can't remember what I did. There was a practical exam? Oh there was? How come I don't recall it. Oh, maybe cause I forgotten all about it.

A few days ago, I almost lost my life. Do not ask Weelyn, her blog is unreliable. I'm not timid. I just dont want to die before I sit for my papers. When she found out that the VS boy died yesterday, she had a different opinion on jaywalking,... for now. I told you Weelyn is bad influence. She's a drug addict, and a jaywalker.

And it's not that I'm depressed.
I'm frustrated, very frustrated.
I'm angry, very angry with myself.

MRS AUDREY CULLUM
7:04 PM




I. HAVE. THIS. VERY. STRONG. DESIRE. Watch out. But I worry, becourse me England have be verry bad.

I believe, to a very large extent, that I will miss studying after Os. Not only that, I will miss going to Bedok North Avenue 4 to squeeze brain juice out of brain cells which has never been touched before, which I have been doing so for the past 10 years. It's just...5 more weeks to go, and...no more tuition, no more TYS, and HELLO VIOLIN, HELLO PIANO, HELLO SHOPPING! :D

If you thought I was going to do an emo post, you got it wrong. Cause, even though I can be rather, (and very) emo, this is definitely not the right time. Wait for one after Grad Night la huh. But I must definitely include here, that I will definitely miss 4/6, and hate to say this, SAC. I really want 4/6 to do well, that I hope one of the top three in our school would be from 4/6. :D

I got my camera back and I must say, Sr Rita moves reeeeeeaaaaalllllyyyyy sssssslllllloooooooooooooooooooooooooowwwwwwlllllllllll....what's the next alphabet? Oh yes, yyyyyyyyyyyy. That's how she does her things as well. She opens the cupboard sooooo slowwwwly that she forgets what she needs to take out.

What am I going to do immediately after Os? Go to the hair salon, to get my hair cut, not get it dyed (I am anti-dye-my-hair-cause-I-don't-wanna-spoil-it) and then go home and sleep. :)

Last Note to take note of : WEELYN IS A DRUG ADDICT. PLEASE BEWARE.

MRS AUDREY CULLUM
11:19 PM




I have failed terribly and miserably in my attempt to not come online, obviously. Oh wells.

A lot has happened ever since I last blogged, and I simply dont understand why the number of hits has increased by a 100, despite my stating I'm not going to blog. Like hello? Stop coming here. Its like, I say no entries, come here for what, unless your reasons are that you love Jamie too, so you love the pics at the top. :D

Everyone has declared 3rd October a very unlucky day for me, that Eunice wanted to dedicate Bad Day for me on 98.7FM. That's how bad it was. It was so bad, my nicest and dearest friends whom I love so much, being Weelyn and Eunice got my 3 chicken balls, which I bet was actually leftovers from their lunch. But I shant doubt their kindness. What exactly happened? I forgot to bring my wallet, which wasn't much of deal. I got cornered by the two teachers I hate the most, Sim Pheck Choo and Linda Teo. I shall no longer hide my hatred. Lindo Teo FOLLOWED me wherever I went, to do what? To confiscate my camera. DAMN IT la. It's just a fucking camera please?! I don't even take a shot of you for goodness sake. To think you asked me to erase the picture. Like...RIGHT. Would you kindly spend the free time you obviously had on marking our work than to chase me for a fucking camera?! You have no idea how difficult it was for me to sleep that night. And now, I can get my camera back ONE FUCKING DAY AFTER MY LAST DAY OF SCHOOL! God! Then Sim's incident, I have to blame it on myself, for not being experienced at ponning tutorials. But came, my awesome friends to the rescue! They pitied me for having to go for a 1 to 1 tutorial with Sim, so they entered MPR like, slowly, 2 by 2, first Jo and Sonia then Anne and Clarissa. Hilarious shit. Thank you soooo much! :D I've never been this unlucky actually.

Eunice wanted me to blog about her. There, I have.

Last day of school this Thurs. My goodness. I really can't believe this. All this, all this shit, is going to end in 5 weeks! :D I can't wait.

I've been suffering with Weelyn. Thank God school ends this Thurs, HAHA. Sitting beside her is like...HELL. I wonder how Abi tolerated that piece of shit. LOL! :D

"I miss a million and one things and people, because everyone's not themselves."

WA, I think this blog entry is like shit. What's wrong with me?! Please, pardon me.

MRS AUDREY CULLUM
11:27 PM