These few days have been rather, emotional(?) and stressful. Rather I emphasize. And I was going to conclude at 4pm that today is one horrible day. Probably the worst of 2007 just as yet.

Shall skip the detail about the part where I missed school. For the second time in this year. Got to the doctor's and I only wanted to get an MC for not feeling well and to cut cost. I told the woman, and she said I needed to see the doctor, despite saying I only needed an MC being I had a headache, and panadol could have cured it. So, damn, I had to see the doctor. Alright then. I stepped out of the clinic having spent 16 bucks on medicine I'll probably never eat. I don't understand why they give medicine which makes people drowsy when there's one which doesn't. And to add on, they didn't charge me extra when I asked for the one which is non-drowsy.

Returned home for more practice. I couldn't afford to give my neighbours a break. Haha. Practice, practice, practice. Didn't breakdown during practice today though. That only happened at 4pm. In which, it was raining. I forgot my notes on aural questions. There was no cab. To make it worst, I was supposed to report at 4. Therefore, there was no reason why I couldn't help but want to scream out loud. Thank God when I reached just in time, I suppose.

The examiner was really duper nice. I suppose. Haha. That would be confirmed with reference to my results. He reminded me greatly of Little Britain. Lol. Moreover when he had the accent. Pieces went alright, I suppose. I daren't say that they were good though, in fear of what happened the previous exam I took. Scales, oh goodness. Thank God he tested the easier ones. But, my fingers slipped half the time, thus, causing the horrrigible outcome. Sight-reading, don't even talk about it. Aural, ah yes. I thought I actually did well. Not till while walking to Parkway to get Starbucks, when I realised I made a horrible, huge mistake. When asked about the period of the short melody he played, I answered "Baroque". He showed me the shocked face. I was thinking "What's wrong?" Well, then he changed his face to show as to "Alright-I'll-let-you-explain-your-choice" and I said "...because it's imitative." While walking, I realise, "Oh fucking shit. Did I say baroque?!" Yeah, greatnesss. No wonder he showed me the face. It could never be baroque because it was all chords! But at least, my reason for choosing baroque did make sense (?). Haha. I can't be bothered.

I think it went alright. It passed by so quickly, that I can't believe I spent so many darn hours practicing with a heavy and panicky heart. I just hope the results turn out well. If I fail, I'd just...I don't know what I'd do actually.

Thank God it's finally over. But, I still gotta practice for my Music Os now. Damn. I'm actually considering to drop the subject. It's not really helping actually.

I treated myself well today, well not really but oh wells. Haha. I bought Starbucks, bought Rachael Yamagata's album, and took a cab when I could have conveniently take the bus, and despite the fact it was a peak hour. Hahah.

Met up with the usuals, and went to NTUC to get food for tomorrow. I tell you, it's so retarded and hilarious going to NTUC with them.

Tomorrow is going to hectic. I'm going to go on a diet soon. Please don't stop me. Haha.

Mrs Audrey Cullum

MRS AUDREY CULLUM
7:46 PM