Goodness. Literally, to a certain extent.

Time has been passing real fast. Good thing it is. The lesser time I need to hang on to this crappy..well, life. Bad thing, is we'll have to leave secondary school real soon and honestly, I love secondary school. The friends I've made have been really awesome. Okay, moving along...

I can't really help to but blog about my day. I woke up super duper late today, and ran to school with today's somewhat exceptionally heavy bag and ran and ran. Like hell. I know, you must be saying "Sec 4 already la, don't care them la." Yeah, I know that. Everyone knows that. But I'm just afraid every single bad thing I do in school, will be used against me. Homework is one good example already. Well, anyway, I've been walking into school late but, kind of ignored the prefect when she wanted to give me the late comers' slip. Haha. I pity her tough tough job. Its like DUH that I am late, but I just don't want to accept the fact, so I walk away. Then she just stands there, stunt. Tsk me.

Curriculum time went pass really fast, duper fast and I'm rather irritated by the new PE thing. What shit. Its as if the school has nothing better to do and they go "Hey, lets make PE a proper subject, we'll make those kids scared and want to do really well. We make that grade, that alphabet in their report book look really really important." What fuck. Like seriously, I don't give a damn bout such shit. It can scar my report book, I don't even care. PE, a subject, you will be judged on your punctuality, discipline and performance. FUCK THE SCHOOL!

I feel really proud that I am able to pay attention in class. Haha. Yeah, pretty good. Oh so today's Literature lesson was really funny. Ms Kang apparently, called me to answer the question. Then when I said the topic statement, and wanted to carry on, some lians walked past 4/6 and one hit another, and that another said "Fuck you la!" and everyone, I mean EVERYONE, including Ms Kang heard it. Then we all went "Oh shit", thinking what Ms Kang will do. Then she carries on to say "Never mind, it's alright. You all matter more than them." (somewhere along those lines). Lol. Then she said "You all gave that 'Oh my gosh! What now?! Is Ms Kang going to blow up?' look. It was funny." Hahaha. Really funny. We didn't even do much for Literature. I bet Ms Kang didn't have the mood. We only covered two pages. How wow.

Went about to the Band Room to do the measurement shit, and we kind of bullied Jennifer. It was hilarious. Surprisingly, Jenni has learnt how to be brave and daring. She bloody hell poured water on me. But I'm alright with it, because I took her stuff toy thingy and wiped away the water. Then we kept hiding it. It was hilarious. Childish, but fun. This is what happens when we study too much. Proceeded on for Music lessons. It was quite fun because we started on Haydn's London's Symphony. London. Haha. Well, anyway, doing notation for the score is really fun, what else, I must say for the first time in Music lesson, time past really duper fast. Extremely. Usually, I always doze off in the middle of the lesson but today, amazingly, I stayed up. :)

Okay, I wanted to blog about something. I can't remember. Oh wait. I do.

So here's the part to prove that I'm having too much of my crappy life. This conversation took place in the Band Room, at about 2.20pm today.

Me: Hey hey hey! You know what?! Thursday...we have no school! Like Yayness!
Amanda: Ya ya ya!
Eunice: Why?
Amanda: Camp Corri.
Me: You know what was I thinking?...We could go...
Amanda: You want to go study?
*Note, she said that really excitedly*
Me: Oh my goodness. I wanted to say we could go catch a movie or something.
Amanda: But we have the online homework thing eh.
Me: Oh no, I was thinking, we could do the online homework thing in the morning then go out after that.
Cindy: See, see, the two extreme cases.

Apparently, whenever we talk to Amanda Khoo, whatever topic it is, it always leads to studies. You talk to some conflict, it leads to Social Studies. My goodness, we want to stay away from anything which says 'STUDIES' and then, Khoo comes and reminds us about it. Best. Free day, I immediately think of going out, because I realise that I have no life, studying studying and studying. And to add on, Legion has been changed to Tuesday, which means, I have absolutely no free days. Only Saturdays which will probably left aside for practice on my piano or violin or most probably homework. So whatever chances I have of going out, I want to do so.

It is said that "It is never too early to start revision." Please kill me. Michelle says we're both going to hell for not starting on anything yet. I think we're in hell already. Boo.

I've decided not to drop any subject at the moment.

Oh and then there's still Camp Corri next week eh. Tell me I think weirdly, but I'd rather go to the poly than to do an overnight camp. I hate camps big time. Packing of bags, puts me off because half the time, I pack too much stuff and my bag becomes too big. Then next thing, is when I get back from a camp, I'm so tired that I'm too lazy to wash whatever. I hate overnight camps. And especially when there's some teacher I'd rather not name, going as well. It's a He. Makes me wonder how he managed to be the Teacher in charge of EXCO... Now you know who. Well well. I don't like him. At least, and Thank God that I'm with someone I can click with, common topic, Little Britain! Haha. I still don't know who's in the class I'm taking. I hope they're alright people. Well, so I think you might be scolding me for thinking so weirdly, for wanting to go for the Poly thing instead. Haha. Oh wells, I like the way I think because it's really different. Ain't it?

You know, I have this crazy idea of making a mahjong club. Lol. Just like the one in The Joy Luck Club. Feast together, then celebrate, hope for so much and becoming our only joy. How relaxing. Just a little extra info, the mahjong we play in band chalet, is known as Jewish mahjong. There's a difference between Jewish and Chinese mahjong. Chinese play it with strategy. Jewish, play for fun. Bet you didn't know that. Haha. :)

Be optimistic alright.

Mrs Audrey Cullum

MRS AUDREY CULLUM
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